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Hmm.....so sorry fans out there, has not been writing for the past 4 days....... Been superb busy wan loh, times passed fast and days not really leh, now still stuck at wed. During work, always feel like I have 1001 things to do and yet the more I do, the more it is loh....... Somemore 'dad' will not be ard for these 2 week, sigh...... Luckily trainees been behaving well. My gum....... Still haven recovered yet, still feeling the pain once I bite hard foods.......... Still struggling with pills everyday to subside e pain...... Sigh....... But after all the stress and suffer I went thru these 4 days, something happen ytd.......... Mhahha, straight away released everything in my brain...... Hmm...... Not healthy to write it here....... Really have a great day ytd. Winkz........ Those who knew it, laugh now, those who dun, so sorry.... .....Heehee. This evening, its happen again...... Wow....... Both days make my day sia,. Actually have lots of thing to write but too many till dunno starts from where....... Lol....... Mayb I will highlight again whenever I remember......... Heehee Er posted at Wednesday, August 02, 2006. Today is was a painful day,28/07/06....sobz sobz..... Went to dentist in the morning (finally got the courage)and found out that my wisdom tooth gum is badly infected....OMG.....when dentist told me that I had to removed it ASAP, I almost cry out, but luckily he said that have to wait till e swollen subside, den its will be better for the surgery. Not 1 but 2, sob sob...... Can feel my heart beating fast and yet too weak to voice out anything.  So wat he did was, (its may sound disgusting, bear with me) slightly open up my gum and draw out the yellow liquid in it but before that he have to numb my gum, arghhhh. The thing I fear most, INJECTION! He has to inject on my gum to make it numb, I closed tight my eye and can feel the pain when the needle poke thru it. Now thinking of that, my heart beating fast again. After that I can feel my gum numb and he said if in the process I feel any pain, have to lift up my hand and inform him. Even though my gum is numb, but still can feel the pain when he tried to open up the gum, I die die bear the pain and scare to lift up my hand (because I dun to have another injection on my gum). After that he took another injection filled with green liquid and I really open my eyes big and look at him, he can feel my fear and ensured me that it was jus mean to rinse off the wound, not for injection, pheww...... Almost stop breathing. After the whole thing, almost break down into tears when trying to move my jaw, it was painful loh..... After collecting my medication, was still thinking of whether want to go back to work or go home to rest( actually was given 3 days MC but still have drum rehearsal in the afternoon) no choice, the pain was really quite unbearable. Choose to rest at home at least I can work during the weekends. When I slept till 4+, both my HP and Home phone were ringing like mad (1 after another), tried to ignore but callers too persistent liao....hahaha.... feel much better after e 5hrs sleep with medication. Still have moods to go shopping with frenz in the evening time.hahaha..... cant stand myself also. Have to slp now, cost still have to wake up early for performance at Jurong East! Er posted at Saturday, July 29, 2006.  My toothache still haven recovered yet.....sob sob....... Talk, laugh, shout are taboo for me cos once I do all these, I can feel e painfulness in me...... Ouch. ....Even now yawning also..... Argh..... Pek chek wan loh. Today at work not too bad but as usual, still busy over paper works, meeting visitors and settling some accounts figures, sigh....... Is sianz wan loh. Den never mind, supposed to practice drums wif a group of sec sch students and they are late by 45mins, cant blame them also lah, cos they cant find our centre....... (its ulu wan loh) Den I have to stayed back after work and teach them till 6pm..... Argh....... Somemore toothache and yet have to talk(shout) loud when teaching...... Sob sob, ....imagine e pain in my mouth......Aiyo.(at this time, inside my heart, I really curse and swear at 'dad' loh, leave me in lurch , alone dealing them) After e drumming, while resting in my room, received sad news from a frenz and feeling sad for the incident also lah..... Bo bian, always easily affected by things happen around me, 'Nuo Ruo', mayb a good term to describe me. While chating wif fren in MSN, she also jus went to extract out her wisdom tooth, wow, cant stand the way she describe e procedures of extracting out, I dun think I will go loh. My greatest phobia is actually going to a dentist (since pri sch bad experience), detest e feeling of my teeth being pull out. Sobz sobz. Cannot think anymore, must fast fast go sleep, if not tonight sure have nightmare. Eeek… Er posted at Thursday, July 27, 2006. When I open my eye this morning and trying to yawn..... ouchh......, right side of my wisdom tooth ache like mad loh...... Must be the longgans ytd......too greedy liao, ate too much....... Sobz sobz. Today at work although not very busy but lots of paper works need to settle....... Plus toothache, cant concentrate much on work also......,but still have to handles calls and visitors. the worst part is still have to troubled over the attachment students' matters, sianz wan loh... all type of shitz i kena....argh.... Talking about visitors......., met someone today who is my sec mate,.... so surprise. I think he feel e same thing too, from the way he looked at me......haha....... he’s someone I dun really like during sec sch days,..... we dun even smile to each other loh...... Can be classified as enermy...... But today when we met,...... we jus pointed at each other and start to talk as if we are long lost frenz..... Lol. Kind of fake but actually I think its becos grow up liao, more mature.....hahaha. so next mth have to work with him,.... sure have more things to update here......heehee So tiring now, feel like whole body burning and suspect that fever are coming.....OMG. ...still have to survive till next week..... Still cant go flat yet..... Haven completes all my tasks. Think have to go sleep early liao. Zzzzz Oyasumi Er posted at Wednesday, July 26, 2006. Today again was a busy and happening day....but not too bad, at least can see handsome guy during the performance.....haha..... Actually he not very handsome lah.... Tall..., small eyes...,sharp nose... and fair skin. Got a bit,.... jus a bit of similarity of my 'ah lao'....hahaha. but he belong to the smiley type wan.... Pleasant looks and posses nice manly voice.....haha.... getting a bit siao liao.... A nice chaps afterall, but jus a passer by of today that at least make my day more lighten.... Hee.... Today although is a tiring day but time passed fast and get to eat my fav longgans from the bus uncles cos they pray for the 7th month festival.... Herm herm....now throat abit itchy, cos longgans is quite heaty. Sigh.... have to skip swimming for today cos its e 1st day of the 7th lunar mth..... Mum called up in the noon and nagged but still decides to continue....... But in the end after work, even the e auntie in the office also nagged at me and forbid me to go for the swim, bo bian......since elderly insisted, jus listen loh...... Anyway 'believe is better den sorry'. When my mum saw me while she was praying at the void deck, she smile and 'sour' me asking 'never go swimming meh?' After I tot her wat happen den she said I rather listen to other’s word hor..... But can see she’s happy that I skipped my swimming session lah..... I think once a while make her happy will make my life at home more easier..... Hahaha..... Such an un filial daughter..... Heehee. Yawn....Zzzzzz Er posted at Tuesday, July 25, 2006. Now is 12am.... (ooh...... 1st day of e 7th Lunar Mth), but I just back from work..... Today seen to be the busiest morning I had in the past 7 months..... Jus stepped into the room and open up my email; sup called up and asks me down for PC service at her desktop. After troubleshoot her PC, found out that e network having some pro and went up to the server box located in the staff room and check..... Almost killed by the current of the server box cos the electric tripped dued to the faulty of the cooling fans,...... wow really see smokes..... Lol.... Both 'gorilla' and me saw sparks and we jus stared at each other with jaws open big big..... Haha.....thinking of it is quite funny loh..... While our IT administrator bring e technician down to repair the fans, suddenly asked me for the IT figures of our centre..... Siao liao loh...... Have to rush out b4 lunchtime which means I have oni 2 hrs to complete it..... And apart from this, I still have to called up family informed them of tonight performance and all e preparations admin. Wow suddenly tot of dividing myself into 3-4 pcs loh. But its partially my fault lah..... Always like to keep e tasks till last mins den complain about how busy or how stress am I lah.....etc.... but in the end , managed to complete every tasks given .....haha..... feel so proud about it.(KNS) Tot can give myself a rest after lunch time, but in the end my head was terribly aching for the whole afternoon and luckily managed to found panadol extra pain killer to subside it .(too bad 'dad' went out for meeting, if not, sure go and take a nap in the staff room 1st.....haha) after my headache gets better, another blow came by...... After finished doing my bus duty, found out that e truck we are supposed to put the drums are occupied by bags. Arghh.its airline headset somemore loh. Almost fainted when I see e scenario..... Luckily helpful colleagues were there to give some advice on how to rearranged e bags......in the end , managed to solve the problem. Imagine a day work I can summarize into 5 paragraphs liao. Such a busy day but yet feel quite happy leh...... Cos time passed fast and I totally forgotten about Mon Blues..... Lol......i think this is wat I feel confortable with , keep myself busy and forget about unhappy stuffs....etc Think have to stop here liao, cost ml have to reach workplace early for drums performance again..... Haha.....b4 I end,....... I have a old song to recommend which I find it quite nice recently. "It Might Be You" by Stephen Bishop, OST from 'Tootsie'. Never watched the movie b4 but was attracted by the song.... Heehee..... Oyasumi. Er posted at Tuesday, July 25, 2006. Now is 12.56am 240706..... sigh.... tot of tml have to work late, suddenly feel very sad.. Mon blues and yet has to work long hours.. But wat to do, its my job and I have to do it. At least can claim OIL. Heehee Fortune Telling? How many of u actually believed it? Most people after going to have their fortune told and cant face e fact(bad)....but some happily dreaming in their lala land after hearing good thing from the fortune teller. Human tend to be selective in hearing things which they want/ dun want to know. Of cos we are curious to know what will happen to us in the future....etc but its up to oneself how much u are going to believe. When fortune teller told u that u will lead a hard life in the future, doesn mean that ur life will be suck till e end if u jus sit at home and feel sad about it. When fortune teller told u that u will become rich in the future, also doesn mean that u can jus sit at home and wait for $ to drop rite?  Open ur palm now and see, all our lines that control our life are laid on the inner palm of our hand. When u close your palm, dun you think that actually those lines that control your life are hold tight in ur palm? So it do indicates that how ur life is going to are still lay within ur control.(of cos this is just how I feel lah, not the real fact) Me too went to have my fortune told before but just listen to it with that kind of 'play play' attitude lah.... Of cos impt points still have to take note but dun really go deep into it loh. I am from a strong Buddhist/ Taoism family, so I also SELECTIVE in believe of certain issues and not totally superstitious about everything. I believe its will make my life easier loh. Hmmm..... Really talk a lot nowadays but just want to share with you all how I feel about certain things happen in our life.(esp. after finding out that actually got 'fans' reading my blogg.lol thanks a lot ah!) eyelids dropping....Yawn..... and I think have to stop here,before I end, below is the thought of the day: "Today is a gift, that's why we called it 'Present'!" Er posted at Monday, July 24, 2006. Today is sat and I have to wake up early to go work... sigh.... luckily I slept early last night at 9pm....this morning realized that on mon nite and tue morning have performance again! almost forgotten about it and luckily 'dad' reminded and just in time to arrange e coordination part. Weather is bad today and chooses to stay in staff room to clean e fridge. Think as time goes by, I might jus stay at e centre during weekdays.... Feel so comfortable at e ta-ta- mi corner and start to doze off again.Zzzzzzzz Last night even stay in my room to type documents till 8pm.  But so scary loh, when I come out from my room and find out that I am e oni person left in the centre. It was pitch dark along e corridor and my mind starts to think 'east' think 'west' again....esp after the incident when e SPI found human bones oppo my centre!!! nobody dare to stay up after 7pm... Keep reminding myself not to think too much and at this time!! shit! have to answer nature call! Bo bian.... die die act brave and finish wat I need to finish and rush out of the centre.... Heng ....nothing unusual happen....heehee But was too tired till even when walking out along the dark, lonely road to the MRT station, I jus stare blank in e air and listen to my MP3....... sound sad but it will really bring u into deep thinking..... if u are not tired lah. Something thing cannot see its surface but have to really go deep into its core and understand e whole thing. Thing may not be simple as u think and may not be hard as u expect. Life is full of surprise. Its all about challenging yourself to everything and obstacles. Yawnnn.have to give it a stop, tml another fresh day for me! Oyasumi!!!23/07/06 12.30am Er posted at Saturday, July 22, 2006. |
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